perfectstrike: (pained)
Peko "ヾ(。`Д´。)ノ彡☆" Pekoyama ([personal profile] perfectstrike) wrote in [personal profile] envy_the_sinners 2014-07-04 03:03 am (UTC)

SUCH SECRET

I... do not know.

[Scar no you are entering the realm of Weird Messed-Up Yakuza Master/Servant Relationship, it's not too late to turn back.]

We spent almost every day of our lives together, until I was executed. His last request to me was that I not leave him alone, after I had been sentenced to die. I was unable to fulfill that request.

It was the span of a blink for me, arriving here, but for him? It had been three months. He came for me immediately, and permitted me to return to his side. We have been traveling together since I arrived in April, and yet...

I want to be at his side, in any capacity. Even if I were nothing but a tool, I would be content.

But he wants me to be myself. He has forbidden me from referring to myself as his tool to other people,
[Which she's kind of breaking right now, gg Peko] but I simply do not know who I am, if not his tool.

He is my young master. We have known each other too long to ever be considered friends, I think. Friends is too weak a word.

He does not want me to be his tool, but I do not know what it is he does want me to be for him. Classmate, traveling companion, servant, all of those are correct, but they are not everything.

Forgive me. Do not feel obligated to answer.

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