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envy_the_sinners) wrote2014-06-22 01:53 am
envy_the_sinners) wrote2014-06-22 01:53 am
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[Scar is discovering the magic of nightblogging. Perhaps not the best idea in the world, but his conversation with Ib a while back has left him thinking.
Is there actually a purpose to this second chance?]
I am curious. Do you view coming here as a bump in the road, or as a second chance for something?
[Because let's be real this can't possibly just be a giant afterlife serial killer rehab universe.]
Were we brought here for a purpose? For our own benefit?
((OOC: All of Scar's responses will be anon unless otherwise indicated.))
Is there actually a purpose to this second chance?]
I am curious. Do you view coming here as a bump in the road, or as a second chance for something?
[Because let's be real this can't possibly just be a giant afterlife serial killer rehab universe.]
Were we brought here for a purpose? For our own benefit?
((OOC: All of Scar's responses will be anon unless otherwise indicated.))
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How do you just stop thinking that?
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But as any drastic change, it will not be easy.
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[Apparently this has turned into Peko Is A Loser Who Doesn't Know How To Herself hour.]
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I think the first step would be to speak with him honestly.
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I would not know what to say. He does not want me to be his tool, and yet, I do not know what else to be for him. I do not know what I would do if I were not bound to him by obligation.
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I do not know how to be a friend for him. I cannot smile for him. I cannot do anything to make him happy. I do not even know how to comfort him.
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Look me in the eye and tell me how I could possibly do that. I have trained with the sword too much to ever be a gentle person.
[And there's definitely something to it. Her face and hairstyle are undeniably cute for a girl who looks to be in her late teens, but there's a severe set to her lips, a hard, intense look in her eyes. There's a dark blue cloth case slung over her shoulder that Scar might be able to assume is a case for a sword.]
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It's an unconscious thing, but the young woman's red eyes are what make him finally flip the Gear to video.]
You aren't incapable of compassion simply because you have a history of violence, if that it what you mean.
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How does one learn compassion? How does one learn to comfort someone. A smile as a power a sword does not, and yet, I cannot master it for his sake.
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[She abruptly looks taken-aback, her free hand raising in front of her as if to fend off a physical attack.]
Is that... so...? [she manages finally, her brows knitting together.] I do not... how can you be certain?
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Do you honestly think that people wear their hearts on their sleeves at all times?
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[And yet everyone else she's ever met is so much better at showing it.]
And yet I cannot show it when I need to.
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[Does he speak from experience? Ooooh boy, you bet he does.]
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[She takes a breath and nods once, closing her eyes for a moment before looking to directly meet his.]
Thank you. I will take what you have said under advisement. It's... Scar, isn't it?
[Since the feed isn't private anymore, she can see the name accompanying the Pokégear transmission.]
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Good luck.
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[And then a pause. She really should be ending the conversation on that note, shouldn't she? But after a visible waver, she looks back to the screen.]
May I contact you again, in the future?
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