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[envy_the_sinners]

[It's been a while since Scar has openly addressed the network. He has had little reason or want to.

But it's late, and he's back to thinking about all that's happened in the past few weeks, and things are more like they were back home than they ever have been. He's more alone than ever.]

I made a mistake, recently. It changed something that cannot be fixed. In retrospect, none of it is a surprise, but the loss has affected me far more than I thought it would.

[He doesn't know what he's asking for, or if he's even asking for anything.]

I never realized how much I didn't want things to go back to the way they were until they did. I would prefer going home. It would be for the best.

[Regardless of what going home actually means.]

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[anon text]

[unkinder]

[If nothing else, Nagi can understand struggling to distract yourself. It's easy to get into a rut here. It;s...very routine.]

Is discussing it here helping you at all, then?

[anon text]

[envy_the_sinners]

No.

[Sorry, Nagi.]

It is only serving as a source of greater frustration.

[And he's seriously considering just ignoring that he posted anything. Because... Scar.]

[anon text]

[unkinder]

[Well, at least he made it anonymous...]

I could have told you that, but I suppose this sort of thing is hit or miss. Venting doesn't always do anything to really make it feel any better.

[anon text]

[envy_the_sinners]

[He has some shred of foresight.]

I am not familiar with having this sort of an option.

[The entire concept of the 'Gear is still a little odd for Mr 1920s.]

However, it is becoming more and more evident that some form of communication, or venting, is necessary, but there is no way to go about doing it.

[Stiiill kinda relearning the whole social interaction thing.]

[anon text]

[unkinder]

[Well then we can learn together because heck if he knows what's going on half the time.]

This much is sufficient for that, unless you prefer speaking to someone in person.

[anon text]

[envy_the_sinners]

I prefer speaking person to person, but I have nobody to speak with who properly understands the situation, and I am not about to reveal personal matters publicly to anybody who may be listening.