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[envy_the_sinners]

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[envy_the_sinners]

I have traveled by myself for the better part of ten years. Things only "happen" when there are others around.

[Ehem.]

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[a_sin_for_him]

This place is different.

Don't you ever get lonely?

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[envy_the_sinners]

I have my pokemon. That alone is already more than I am used to.

[Yes. But it's such a constant feeling that he doesn't even know how to recognize it anymore.]

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[a_sin_for_him]

You're made of stronger stuff than I am. I need someone to talk to.

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[envy_the_sinners]

You have people here, it would hardly make sense to not travel with them.

[Even if you betrayed them...? How does that work?]

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[a_sin_for_him]

But it isn't out of obligation, it's because I want to. I don't do it because it 'makes sense'.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Does the reason for the choice truly matter?

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[a_sin_for_him]

Only the fact that it IS a choice.

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[envy_the_sinners]

I told you, I do better when I am on my own. You have seen how I am in a large group.

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[a_sin_for_him]

I meant my choice. But it's as valid when applied to you.

I've seen you with my people.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Yes, and your people seem more interested in passively taunting me than anything else.

[At least Envy, anyway.]

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[a_sin_for_him]

That's just their way.

Our way.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Somehow, that explains a lot.

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[a_sin_for_him]

It's not out of cruelness.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Right. Then what do YOU call it?

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[a_sin_for_him]

What we know.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Then it is no wonder that you struggle with connecting to humans. Try a little sincerity.

[...He means that in the least assholish way possible, he swears.]

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[a_sin_for_him]

I didn't ask for a psychoanalysis, I was just explaining that it's not personal.

I know perfectly well what's wrong with me.

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[envy_the_sinners]

I wasn't speaking about you.

At least while you aren't around the others.

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[a_sin_for_him]

It's like children on the schoolyard, that's all.

We behave within the parameters of our peer group when actively in our peer group.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Except we aren't children. Did you even consider that you haven't heard from me because I don't want to deal with it?

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[a_sin_for_him]

We aren't children, no, but we're still new, in our ways. Newly human.

I never expected you to contact me directly.

If you don't want to deal with it, don't deal with it. I just wanted to make certain you were alright.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Except you have proven that you can be perfectly pleasant company. So I fail to see the point in the lot of you behaving like bored teenagers.

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[a_sin_for_him]

It's simply how we are when we're together, I told you that. And Envy's always like that.

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[envy_the_sinners]

Then do not say that I am the one always being difficult and antagonistic.